Tie Your Shoe, Or You'll Trip Too

Oh, lately everything's been so perfect. For me, at least. Sorta. I just don't like thinking about the future, but of course I do it anyways. Whatever. I have now, and now should keep me going until then. Ha. Yes.

Today was actually a great day. Elizabeth + Mideya + Grace + Vivi = LOL. I love those dudes so indescribably much it almost hurts. They are the best thing to ever trip into my world. ;D

Sabrina...<333

She's just...perfect. She's the right amount of love, sweetness, kinkiness...She's just...gah. I'm so glad to call her mine and have her call me hers. It feels like an honor. She makes me feel so sweet, so safe, so loved. A feeling long absent from my heart, it's nice for the flames of it to be lit once again. ^_^

I'm sort of afraid. Of summertime. When Mideya leaves. For putrid Florida. I shouldn't hate it, but I do because it stole Mideya away. :(
And when she leaves again, I'm afraid of how it will affect me. Like a drug Mideya is to me, and if they take her away from me, I'll, you know, go insane or whatever. Withdrawls or something? Yeah. So...can't she stay? Forever? :'(
Having to be away from Mideya like that is like someone telling me not to breathe. I can do it for a bit, but then sooner or later I just can't stand it and I either breathe in or die.

Ehhhh.

Life sucks, but it also rules.

You know, caught in the middle? Between the murderer and the cop?

Or something like that.

Whatever.

...

Why are you still here? xD

I'm bored, you can probably tell. Plus, there's a lot going on recently.

I want to be with Sabrina now, but I can't. Stupid school, no privacy whatsoever. I'm afraid if I don't kiss her soon, she'll think I don't like her and I really do. Damn, now I'm all longing for her touch and everything. Kiss meeeee. D;